Second pst fer today:) i dun noe....my feelings are just fcuking complicated! When wif sister: -Sumtime happy -Sumtime sad -Sumtime angry!!! kays...... i oni noe that nw i am fcuking sad -hp conviscated -Cannot go out -Every day after skol must straight away go hm -Cannot pon skol -Cannot go out buy food -Cannot skip class -Cannot tok on hs phone! -Cannot celebrate b.dae! I am just fcuking angry i once thought.... can i end myy life????just jump off th building from 18 floor? hais......or can i leave this hs? i have to get use to this life for 8 years???wth Who can stand by me when i wanna share my happiness talk bout my sadness emo wif mi???i think no one.... hais.......ryt nw no one understands hw i am feeling So long i have this it is enough -My sister,Baobei,Babyger,Rui en teacher,Marmie -HP..... -Can go out b4 7.30 go hm -Can go hm change clothe then go out again who can fufil myy wish???? Right nw i am finding a place to stay... cos i going zao chu???hais....i noe it is lame Zao chu oso tell ppl???